"Whatever happens....what ever the outcome is, just throw it at me, all ready...im ready, Prepared for anything and Anything that's to be mine on the 6thMarch."
U see, the problem is, i tell that to myself every single night before closing my eyes since afew days ago. I assure myself constantly that comewhatmay baby comewhatmay i seriously dont give a shit anymore.
But the truth is?
IM SO BLOODY WORRIED. =(
Even though i really am clueless to what's in store for me, i still wish a miracle would occur...admist the bleak , gloomy , dreary feeling im having now. Miracle as in, not the raffles hwa chong victoria kinda miracles, or even the anderson kind, but the 'can-do-can-step-foot-into-a-decent-human-faculty' kind. Yea just that wouldn't be too hard ya?Angels? Now now where's my angels when i need them the most??? I can only only see this baby devil sitting on my left shoulder. And it's staring into my ears waiting to sing my results into those ear holes. Damnit. Piss off!
I can imagine almost the whole school doing so well and if im alone, it's gonna be the loneliest moment of one's lifetime. Lonelier than Akon's Lonely. On one hand, you are so so happy and proud of your pals who did well, and on the other, how is it POSSIBLe to bring oneself to embrace the joy WITH them? Happy FOR them , yes. But Happy WITH them? How?! It's gonna be....."Oh so lonely....i'm so lonelyyyy.....i have no Eees.....sim dun wanna take me....lalala....bababa"
(ps. can we sit and stone tgt? Just us? No qns asked. Just sit and stone. Whatever the outcome...whatever the outcome.)
{Greta's Valley of Randomness}
