worn-out
I find that im living like, day-to-day, not much planned future ahead tho. I juz take it in my stride...think this-do this. urghh. Every1's making noise...c'mon, besides slacking wad else can i do?! Bro says GO EXERCISE lar piggy but do u noe exercising is so boring? Muz go changebra changeclothes change everyhing then mei mei go downstairs to run...getalife man. come up like shit...lookshit smellshit gotshit...oh wadevar...i juz dun fancy exercising!
1stly, didnt make it for the 3mnths thingy so there's no school...aye, imean, veri sad ordy k...*but nvm*...attempted to find jobs, but things crop up. the application for my first "job" wiv J and her fwen was successful, but the working was pure EViL, frankly, i felt lyke a begger while doing so. gosh. *ok nvm* quitted the stupid charity job fing and went wiv BK to go for some NTUC income cashier job interveiw.Pay was good. Everthing went on smooth, the interview was a breeze and the boss looked like Einstein(the one on kidscentral). At that point in time, what could get any better yea...until i opened my mouth to ask him whether i cud b excused on the 27th-3rd Jan coz i wud b in Korea for holz. "sorry but that's when we need u the most!"that's what he said...ok fair enough, tata. Then came the 3rd(& last..im tired dude) job interview. Merrily skipped along wiv Timo to kallang(KALLANG EH!!) for the YGM company's(to work as Sales de) interview thingy coz Timo intro me to go for this job he's takin' too... but guess wad! We step-foot into the office & after Timo mumbled some words to the lady sitted at a desk, she calmly replied,"oh so sry lei...our Supervisor hor, sick lahhs, MC lahhs...aiyoh, come back tmr hor k?cya, tata!" err...c'mon where's the justice ppl? Timo didn't seem veri angry though *shruggs*.
So ya c , that's the end of story regarding my 3month "holiday"..hmm..actually it's not quite the END tho..it's juz 3/5 of it yea,(so much for a hol...no thx..enuff's enuff). i tried...
NO FAULT OF MINE.
However the onli satiisfying thing i did, which, yea,contributed tremendously to the 2/5th of my holz time was time sacrificed to music. my main interest for now..and mayb later and ever & ever..who knows?
Mum always asks me to spend time doing house chores...but hey, which teen spends her/his free time doing house chores THE WHOLE DAY? Anywayz, i was brought up wiv a maid & since young ive never lifted a finger..oh well, mayb never lifted a finger often enuff i guess. THAT's ME alrite. k...'nuff of sufferings...let's get down to the realities in life.
Tmr's 'O'level results judgement day and i'm dead stressed lar...actually, not stressed but extremely worried & anxious id'e say. *SCREAMz*
what if..
what if...
what if....
im sick & tired of the multiple suspense in life. when's it ever gonna end? first it's streaming, then PsLE, then come streaming again, then 'O's, etc..etc..blahblah
J, quit being buzy woman & b guardian angel to me throughout...if u cud train me to become juz 1/5th of u, i think id'e b dead-happi-fied! LOL^.^
serious!